Originally Posted by NoWhErE

I know what you mean, I used to work in TV as a director on staff. The security was fun, but, like you, I hated the people I was stuck with and eventually turned to freelancing.

Why do I want to try it again?

a) Why not? Different situations...
b) I'm older and more confident now. If I don't like the situation I'm in, I can leave without hesitation