thanks to everyone for your comments in this thread... i really do appreciate it.
i just got home... it's 5:47am.. and i'm drunk and numb...
it feels good to be going out again though... tonight i watched one of my good friends fight with his gf to the point of where she tried to jump out of a moving car while we were going to a party... and seeing that kind of drama, really opened my eyes..... cause i've been in the same situation before myself..
i am 19 years old... i have my entire life ahead of me and shouldn't be stressing out so much... i had a blast tonight, and reminded me of how i used to be before i got obsessed with workin so much..
cheers to everyone
and goodnight
p.s. i love you all... seriously
