Hey Sos We don't really know each other but been following ya progress and see ya hard working, don't let the haters get ya down or anything dude! You never know you may of helped someone that has or is going through what your going through now! Damn I wish I was 19 again, I sure the hell would of taken my car and ran over my ex wife a few times instead of stopping the car and marrying her dumb ass!!
But then again I wouldn't have custody of my two boys if I did that lol
Stay strong go out a few times a month, stick with your work and ya never know in a few years ya may never need to work again *shrugs* Or you could be me in 14 years and still working 12 to 18 hours a day 7 days a week lol
Good luck dude
Tom