Myspace Girl: that is something i agree 100% with
Myspace Girl: but you and i have very different views on how to get to that point
xenigo: I know pretty quickly
Myspace Girl: haha fucking them
xenigo: and I see no shame in that
Myspace Girl: im very curious to see how that will work with homegirl
Myspace Girl: lol
xenigo: anyway... I don't see it as just sex. I'm not using anyone. I'm not taking advantage of anyone, and leaving anyone... I'm not hurting anyone's feelings, or preying on anyone...
xenigo: and if I'm with the person for the next 3 years, then what difference does it make if we have sex on day 1 or day 20?
xenigo: does it make it any less of a relationship?
xenigo: does it make it any less wonderful? Any less special?
xenigo: I don't think so!
Myspace Girl: ohhk im tired now.. and i havent done a lick of work
Myspace Girl: im off in an hour and a half
xenigo: alrighty... I gotta get to sleep
xenigo: I'm on a way fucked up schedule
xenigo: and I have to swap my license plates in for anonymous ones at the DMV
Myspace Girl: sorry
Myspace Girl: got booted
Myspace Girl: anyway get some sleep
Myspace Girl: ill actually post some new pics this weekend
Myspace Girl: lol
xenigo: anyway...
xenigo: I'm really not an ass
xenigo: and I'm not cold, nor insensitive
xenigo: I'm probably one of the most caring and sensitive guys you will ever meet.
Myspace Girl: you are but you know what i like you.. i think your fun and honest and i enjoy talking to you
Myspace Girl: i think a friendship with you has so much more substance and value.. and you know what i trust you most of all
Myspace Girl:
xenigo: thanks
Myspace Girl: ok your mad huh? a little debating is great
xenigo: but I don't think wanting an unbridaled, unobstructed, carefree relationship makes me an ass...
Myspace Girl: not everyone will agree with you darlin
xenigo: well let me just clarify something
Myspace Girl: ok but i dont have much time
xenigo: why would it make a difference whether I had sex with someone on day 1, or day 365... if I was with them for the rest of my life?
Myspace Girl: well you dont know if there is a rest of your life with them
Myspace Girl: my parents were married for 40 years
Myspace Girl: loveless and abusive
xenigo: well I'm not abusing, nor loveless... and I have never lived that kind of life
Myspace Girl: the old man died just like he came into the world
Myspace Girl: cussing and pissy
xenigo: well that's sad... but that's not my life
xenigo: my life is wonderful so far, and I wish to find someone who will compliment my life
Myspace Girl: i think you are over analyzing what im saying to you.. i havent changed my opinion about you .. i still like you and just because i disagree with things you say doesnt mean i hate u
xenigo: I guess... I think that you think I'm disrespectful towards women and treat people immorally, and that couldn't be further from the truth.
Myspace Girl: you are not disrespectfull or immoral..
Myspace Girl: we just think diffrently
Myspace Girl: me woman
Myspace Girl: you man
Myspace Girl: lol
Myspace Girl: hahah
xenigo: and I don't think you've lived any finer example after what you told me the other day... so I don't know how you could say that I'm living my life with any lesser integrity... especially after me stating I have every intention of only sleeping with women that I intend on spending the rest of my life with
Myspace Girl: oh wait a minute
Myspace Girl: hahah ok now im pissed
Myspace Girl: i made a mistake and admitted it
xenigo: well you were elluding to the fact that I'm not making a good decision by what I'm saying
Myspace Girl: you just called me a ho in a round a bout way
xenigo: and I'm not taking advantage of anyone, or living a life that isn't pure integrity
xenigo: and I don't think you could make the argument that you somehow fit a better example... when you told me I shouldn't feel the need to sleep with anyone on the first date.
Myspace Girl: ok you know what i thought we were having a conversation.. i wasnt attacking you i am ALLOWED to express my opinion
Myspace Girl: now you are attacking me
Myspace Girl: i know i fucked up
xenigo: I'm not really
xenigo: I'm just talking
Myspace Girl: i said its out of charecter for me
Myspace Girl: whatever
Myspace Girl: i need to get off line and now im pissed..
Myspace Girl: bye
xenigo: well I'm sorry
xenigo: I didn't mean to upset you
xenigo: but I think for anyone to want to make an argument against how I live my life, they should live their life by the same example
xenigo: anything else would simply be contradictory
xenigo: I didn't call you a ho.