Machete_

If I look back 3-5 years, I cared about people, and was a good friend that listened and cared about what happened to my loved ones. People trusted me with their life and money

Now people still trust me, and I listen, show affections and help - BUT not because I really care, but because my brains is telling me its the right thing to do - the morally correct way to act. Done out of respect of another human being, not because I really care about them with my heart - only my brain.

I think the only ones I love with my heart, is my Mother, brothers and my two dogs

.... does this make me a asshole? I'm not hurting anyone, and I would never ever cheat anyone. But I'm getting really close to not giving a shit and only do what I do, based on the respect I have for the individual and the actions of those people