How the best day of my life turned into my worst in the span of 5 minutes.
We have been trying to have a baby for over a year and it finally happened. We were excited and everything was going great. Today was the appointment where I was supposed to hear the baby's heartbeat for the first time. They did a sonagram and there was no heartbeat. The baby hasn't developed since her last appointment and the fetal sack was starting to deteriorate. A sign that her body is getting ready to miscarry the baby.
I wanted a child more than anything in this world and I guess it just wasn't my time. My number one goal right now is to comfort her and reassure her that she did not let me down since she knew how excited I was about it.
Life can really fucking suck sometimes! You see poverty stricken kids that don't want children and can't support children have them every day.
DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!!!!!!!!