I have only 8 hours left in my twenties......within 8 hours I'll be 30
years OLD......and I admit I don't fucking like it. Only these 8 hours
seperate me from being young into being old....what should I do?
I feel like I have to become serious and shit.....and trust me I'm
not good at that....I'm mentally not ready to be 30 and I doubt
if I will ever be.
Luckily I still have the looks of a GOD....that's my only comfort
but I really feel depressed since I know from here....it will only
go downhill....
I don't celebrate my birthday this year....no pary, no cake
no nothing....fuck this is horrible....I think I will just get stoned
like a motherfucker and pass out on the beach.
Sorry guys/gals....I had to vent....this is really heavy for me....
Thanks for listening
DynaMite
