Try some 32% thujone - you can get it on the net and sorta legal to be shipped to the US (depends on who you ask and the real ppm of thujone compared to the % alcohol) - although customs "could" take it but the buyer is not legally at risk according to the import laws - just the seller. If you can get it - you will find it similar to some of the opiated alcoholic liquors available in some backwoods places in Italy. Then we can talk about hallucinogines
But what most people get in the way of Absinthe is about the same as Jaeger as far as effects