Originally Posted by Young

she leaves my house in the morning to go to her house to get dressed for work, she had a headache the night before, unbeknowest to me she goes to the emergency room instead of work, they send her home.

cops call my house, want me to go to station, re: my fiancee, i ask if shes alrght...they don't answer...i ask again....they don't answer. I explain to them that there is traffic and I will not be a sane man if i attempted to drive 30 miles without knowing. they assure me that she is ok. i do 120mph in the emergency lane all the way up the mass pike. i have no clue where the police station is located in her town so i go to her house instead. hearst parked in the driveway, i walk in, her father looks at me and shakes his head, two guys from the coroners are removing her from the bathtub...i cant watch. i join her 10 brothers and sisters in another room.

aneurysm in the bathtub....at least she felt no pain. 1 year....and 2 months ago. The first 8 months were unbearable...but then I started to accept the fact that I knew her...and it was a blessing.

It's only going to make me stronger. I've had to now break many hearts because of the wall I've put up. Don't mean to rain on your thread Juicy but I just thought I'd let you guys know that things do get better.