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Originally Posted by $$$
I spend at least 14 hours a day online & 10 hours a day sleeping. I've done an incredible amount of drugs in the last 4 years. I'm 19. I'm so outrageously paranoid that it's taking over my life. I leave my house once a day to eat, or I just order food. It takes me until the point of near starvation to even leave. I'm always very late on paying rent because I'm too paranoid to leave my house. Last night I stayed awake in bed for an hour worrying myself sick, I eventually got up and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and said these exact words: "Something went wrong, something has seriously gone wrong with you, me, us."
I'm a pretty smart and witty guy, but holy crap did drugs make me completely insane.
Anybody know of any meds I should ask a therapist about? Anyone think I should get into therapy?
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Staying on the computer too long and not getting out of the house has given you a certain 'comfort'. This is what brought on the anti-social/social fearing behaviour. Start by not taking drugs - make it a point to get out of the house. Take a walk, go out to eat, see people, call your family. If you see that after 1-2 weeks of doing this it continues or you don't feel better then go see a therapist.
Take care of yourself, don't let it get out of hand and get the best of you. You don't want to be taking pills for the rest of your life in order to be able to function.