Originally Posted by $$$

I spend at least 14 hours a day online & 10 hours a day sleeping. I've done an incredible amount of drugs in the last 4 years. I'm 19. I'm so outrageously paranoid that it's taking over my life. I leave my house once a day to eat, or I just order food. It takes me until the point of near starvation to even leave. I'm always very late on paying rent because I'm too paranoid to leave my house. Last night I stayed awake in bed for an hour worrying myself sick, I eventually got up and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and said these exact words: "Something went wrong, something has seriously gone wrong with you, me, us."

I'm a pretty smart and witty guy, but holy crap did drugs make me completely insane.

Anybody know of any meds I should ask a therapist about? Anyone think I should get into therapy?