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Originally Posted by After Shock Media
I am extremely laid back and calm at all times. Talking way to calm apparently. (case in point, one night some black guy crawls into my kitchen after apparently being shot in the back. I call 911 and while talking to them getting all the info they need I am also treating the guy. Bunch of cops show up in swat gear and due to me being so damn calm they actually start questioning me cause they think I am being to calm). No people for awhile use to take my laid back and calm persona as a sign of weakness as well. Problem is I also have a very thin line between calm and pissed off. Sure there is a good deal of distance between the two, but once pissed off my personality switches over to calm, calculating and hell bent on destroying what pissed me off.
Once there has been a victem or two who crossed that line, others soon learn quickly not to push you that far. Just let people know when they get to you and kindly explain if this continues you will eventually snap and release a fury that can only be described in biblical terms.
P.S. One sure fire way to push me over that line quickly is doing shit to friends of mine. Specially good hearted people who do not deserve such shit.
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That is one of my problems too, I have no middle emotion, it's either nice or fucking kill. I take it and take it and keep it in and then once I have had it, I explode, which doesn't help at all. With this situation, if I say something back or say I don't like something then I can the pfttt, sigh, giggle under the breath, like you dumb bitch whatever. And then that pisses me off even fucking more.
Sorry Sara didn't mean high jack your thread with my own problem, but maybe some of the advice I get can help you and visa versa!
