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What is you're purpose?
What I mean is...
I go through my life doing many different things, in design and photography these days, I believe that no matter how much money I make it does not change a thing.
I can not sit idly on things, nor have any inclination to merely relax. I surely have no idea if I have a purpose or not in doing such but doing things that makes money and provides a platform for me to pass the time and enjoy doing it provides me with a sense of purpose and completion.
Working in Adult keeps me busy, and makes decent coin and demands alot out of people within it. I couldnt be a bartender, a mechanic, some carpet sales man or whatever...
There is nothing I rather be doing than what I do.
Thats my sense of purpose.
I wish you would get back on the saddle man, I really do.
You are missed even though I never met you, you have a style and method that people love, to me its a damn shame that ya wont do it. To bury you're talent like it is nothing and pretend you have no love for it... Or maybe you really do not.
I do not know.
To me it is like you have voluntarily cut you're hands off. You are fucking talented and for you to just wipe it aside and try and kill that part of you. It's a damn shame.
If you do not create anymore, where is you're sense of purpose?
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