Originally Posted by bjjb

Ya know How fucked up does a persons life have to be to do this? Well Ill tell ya. Not all that fucked up. Ive been there, and almost done it. Even had my pistol in my mouth a couple of times but could never bring myself to do it. Why? Cause im a pussy I guess and an optimist. As bad as shit gets it can always get worse and theres a chance it can get better. So I got help. Checked myself into a nut ward for a week. Thats was 13 years ago. Am I all that much better off financialy now than then? Not really. Do I have a wife or a gf where i didnt then? Nope. Havent even dated for 10 years. But like I said im an optimist. It CAN get better. Will it? Dunno but ive decided to stick around and find out. Hope your friend is in a better place now. RIP