Sad but funny story.
I found out my ex was HI+ in 95 - we had been having sex for over 2 years and I was CONVINCED I was + as well.
I had the first test at 3 months... and it was negative. That was good but I was still convinced I would be positive at 6 months.
The day came for my results and my councillor came out and took me to the canteen - she said every office was busy.
She gave me the result and said I had taken it so well the 1st time she wasnt worried.
It was negative again but they had to take me to the ER in a fucking ambulance I was so freaked out.
Id convinced myself so much that I was positive I actually stopped breathing when she told me I wasnt!!
She never gave the results in the canteen again... even if they were good ones.