Goddamn I feel like a scumbag.
I was just horny as fuck and I knew she wanted a piece, but I can't do that kind of shit ... makes me feel so shitty ... how do people do that on a regular basis?
Compared to having sex with someone I actually love or at least care about, that just felt like dirty, dishonest, low-ass bullshit.
I always like to think that I want to be one of those guys who can just hookup with whomever they are "into" at the moment... but tonight reminded me why I don't normally do that.
So not worth the easy orgasm... I'd rather just jerk off.
Fuck.
-Phil