you live long enough, fuck enough, you come across both kinds. you know what i'm talking about
: there are the people you can't be alone in the room with, saying nothing, because you're saying no thing, because you can't speak -- your body knows where they are -- even when your back is turned, because your back is turned -- it seems with them, you are always in a spiral towards fcuking -- sometimes an upward spiral, sometimes down, always inescapable -- lol -- sometimes you leave town.
then the other sort, you can feel it through IM -- there is that part of you that prickles up, warmly, comes to attention -- you feel, not the body, the not-body, thei o t h e r thing -- but body is, it is, it is surely drawn -- drawn behind what goes towards them -- it is your head that leads, the head that fills with things, and in those moments, understanding, there is nothing, no delight, no joy, no pain the body feels, the head does not provide --
@-- ah, and ouch, and oh: but channels of ourselves -- @
@ -- the restless know the dial, are known and dialed themselves -- @
which do you prefer -- i enjoy the question more than either -- lol -- mad --! --
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