You have to find a balance, or happy medium. I've felt like that before, but I want to make sure I have more than enough to last next 40-50 years should I live that long before getting out of the game.
I find making sure you have a good balance helps.. Sometimes I will run full throttle for three days, and then take a 5 day weekend. Or I make sure to work in a lot of fun time, and quit working at a decent hour, especially in the summer. Helps keep a balance, and you sane so you do not have the above mentioned thoughts running through your head constantly.
But I know where you are coming from all the same.
