I Myself feel like you do Tala, And You too Skittles, I have been in this biz for a long time and i have som projects im currently workingon that will hopefully get me out of financial ruin. My personal therapy was Anthonny Robbins Personal Power 2
http://www.anthonyrobbins.com
and advice from Og Mandino: Even when your down in the dumps and depressed, NEVER STOP just keep rigth on going.
If you cant affor personal power 2 its about $80 i think, Just go on limewire and download whatever you can find of Anthony Robbins, It will motivate you and get you happy again. Rightnow all day things have been FUCKED up for me, But you know what? I have a Computer and a couple sites, and the means to make a fewmore sites (TGP Rotator) and Arrow Trade Scripts and im not fucking stopping till I get some shit done tonight.