Sounds like you may be burned out, which considering all you've been through lately it's to be expected.
Perhaps taking some time to relax (even if all you can spare is an hour or 2), pamper yourself, maybe a simple bubble bath or a good book and one of your fruit smoothies. Unplug, relax and allow yourself time to think/meditate and regroup.
Try making lists to help you sort through everything that is stressing you out and keeping you from moving forward.
