Get out of the biz, start all over with nothing but your clothes and a computer, move to fuck knows where, and just find your place again?
Since January, i've been sitting here stagnant, not moving forward, seeming to fall back into an endless pit of despair. Suffice it to say, not only did my divorce kick me in the ass, but all the bills I got stuck with, the medical issues, and my own kind heart have all pulled me under.
I'm not sure exactly how to move forward, but I do know that if I don't think of something PDQ, I'm going to have to move on. I hate that thought. This is the best industry in the world, with some of the best people in the world. But I can't keep on like this.
Maybe I just need a long vacation.
