Well, not sure if this is what you wanna hear...
But obviously she didnt think things were as good as you did. Its quite obvious she met someone who "excited" more in some way when she was in Spain but wasn't ready to either totally ditch you...like she needed you in her back pocket...or she didnt want to go through the emotional exericise of just saying it was flat out over....Either way, it was a selfish move on her part....
So here's the other part you're not gonna want to hear...
She in all likelyhood won't be crawling back to you. If she does it will be in 5-10 years when you happen to see eachother and she has dealt with all the assholes out there and wants to be treated nicely again...perhaps this time for the rest her life. So as difficult as it may be...it might be time to move on...atleast for now.
That doesnt mean you have to start dating other girls...Most people dont want to date when they get out of a relationship. But what it does mean is...reconnect with your friends (many of us tend to ditch our friends when in love with that special someone) ...it means put yourself out there...do fun things......and above all....DONT SIT AROUND ON YOUR COMPUTER
