we simply had a perfect relationship, everything was great. we never argued with anything, in 2 years we never had a fight, nothing. we enjoyed same things we had same values. one day everything on my life started to go wrong, i was feeling sad with some serious health and social problems with some guys that i have helped to go out from the shit that payed me back fucking me big time, but thats another novel ...
anyway, some months ago she went to spain to study and when she came back she told me she needed a time alone to think, the things the talked were so incoherent, keeped telling me that i have been always great, she loved me, i was the man of her life but needed some time alone ... and she cryed cryed and keeped with this crap. As request of her we didnt talked for about the other month she returned to spain. i suffered a lot during that time, hoping she would return with the ideas in place and get back to me. she returned indeed and told me nothing... accidentaly i met her on the shopping and thats when she told me everything has ended and today finaly told me that the distance and someone made her do the decision. we had a perfect relationship, i took care of her like a princess
didn't deserved this
more than 2 months have passed since this started and i didnt had a single chance to fix what was wrong and dont understand this. i am still sufering like hell, cant sleep, cant eat i am loosing weight my head is exploding .. fortunatly i have more girls interested on me (or my money) dont know anymore but i do loved her a lot it was like a piece of me. some of you will say to me forget her, there are a lot of woman blabla .. i know that but i cant just that easily forget and the the way things happened drives me crazy. i need help, need to find a way to take her out from my mind
also, i am entering exams season at university, as some of you know i study medicin dentary and my time is reduced, thats one of the reasons i post very few. some time ago i built one good database for galleries and i started to give work to my galleries submitter but my brain doesnt handle everything, specially now that i am thinking all the time on this all i want is to put my brain on ice. i am one of the owners of smokincash, we are going to add banners, a lot more FHG, some new exclusive sites and a new affiliate design. we have been on tests and soon we will be ready to start the promo of the program.
About my submiter, he is cheap and is good, i cant manage to have him working for me not right now and i could say to him simply to leave me alone. but i would like that someone could employ him. he needs the job if you are interested hit me up on the icq