Originally Posted by SuckOnThis

Wow, thats rough. I have cancer and truth be told I have thought about it many, many times. The one thing that has stopped me is exactly what you guys are feeling. I don't want to ruin my kids life due to my selfishness by taking the easy way out, I don't think he would ever understand. But I do understand why some people would make that choice, maybe your mother felt she was doing you a favor by not eventually being a burden. You'll never know and that must be hell.