Sad news
However, i tell this story to most people who have had to get their pet put down. I had a cat for 14 years. This cat slept in my room every night, followed me around the house, and trusted me.
I expected the way i lost cat would be to get her put down when she was too old. I didn't look forward to that day, but knew i'd have to do it eventually.
However, i never got that chance. She was killed by two fucking morons who live around here, i wont even go into detail about what they did.
If i had the chance to go back and change things so that her life ended the way i thought it would, i would grab that chance like hell.
I guess my point is, although things may seem like shit now, be glad of the years you had with the dog, and also be greatfull he died peacefully...