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Cocaine and painkillers...
someone I know is having a hard time with life... he is depressed and has lost hope of ever being happy again... everyone he has ever thought to be a friend.. everyone that he ever thought he could trust... sooner or later turned out to be just taking advantage of him...
he is on tilt... he wants to die... but is still afraid of death... he has started doing massive amounts of cocaine... about 3-6 grams a day... and taking painkillers... 2-3 demerol every couple hours or so...
he has problems breathing... sometimes its hard to breathe... and he can feel his heart pumping irratically... but he contines to mix the lethal combination... hoping to die... but doesn't have enough courage to just do it... will it hurt?
i want to help him but i don't know how...
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