The whole thing is you don't want to buy into anything. Giving up one God for another so to speak. I'd recomend the Neo-Tech book. It shows how Religion and Government manipulates the masses. Also look into NLP( neuro lingustic programing) its good if your lazy try
www.learningstratigies.com. Theres a whole selection of products wether you want to speed read or help your memory.
Good Luck Bro