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Platinum Lantern · 04-10-2005, 10:27 AM

On November 22nd,

I was smoking some weed that was laced with PCP (I didn't know this at the time)

I had smoked for about 20 minutes...
When I suddenly started having spiritual thoughts
About the true purpose of the bible, and an emotional equation about how much God (The Supreme Being/ THE TRUE GOD) loves us.

I thought about the most loving caring person who I had ever known (which is my grandmother) I started to realize that God loves us ALL infinitely greater than the strongest love/caring/endearment than we have every known.

My heart beat slowed down, I heard it and felt it coming to a stop
My eyes closed (not really voluntarily, they just fell down)

Suddenly I wasn't in my apartment anymore..
I was somewhere else...

I wasn't sitting or standing
I couldn't see myself but I was myself..

I wasn't my body...
I was my mind/my thoughts/my feelings
I guess I was just in my pure spiritual state

I saw a great light..
Like a giant ball of light..
but it wasn't just light..

I understood it to be energy
it shined brightly
energy flowed from it

It was POWERFUL

Below the light I saw what I interpreted to be Jesus Of Nazereth
Jesus wasn't apart of the light, BUT he shined like the light, he glowed similar to the light...

Below Jesus I saw the face of my grandmother (a devoted true christian woman who was one of the most caring people I've ever known)

She did not glow like Jesus did, but the light from Jesus and the above energy shined on my grandmothers face...

I felt fear at this point because I realized..
I wasn't in OUR WORLD anymore...
I wasn't in my city...
I wasn't SLEEP or DREAMING

I knew I hadn't done shit that I was have supposed to do...
I knew I hadn't loved my fellow man just as I loved myself
I knew I had fallen WAY SHORT of what I was supposed to be...

I felt deep regret
and dissapointment in myself because I felt that I had wasted my life

I asked, Am I here (not living anymore, in your presence) because of what I have done wrong, and what I have failed to do?

I was answered in a loud booming reply..
It is what you are about to do

I awoke on my couch in the same spot I was laying in....
MY HEART WAS NOT BEATING FOR ABOUT 2-3 SECONDS

My heart cut back on, and I was in the state of panic..
My heart was racing as if it was trying to make up for lost time...
As if it knew it had been shut off and it was sent into hyperdrive to restore system operations....

I was rushed to the hospital...
After running a few tests, I was told that I had been overstimulated....

YOU CAN TAKE THIS HOWEVER YOU WANT TO...
But I felt like I needed to share this account with you

We are more than just physical bodies people..
We are spiritual bodies as well

There is A Supreme Being, There Is A God
THE GOD

For those who doubt me...
I hope that you will listen to a person who has SEEN IT

I'm not telling you that you have to be of a particular religion to recieve God..
But what I am telling you is God is real...

It's not a made up idea....
Time is just a measurement...

04-10-2005, 10:27 AM
Platinum Lantern Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Shreveport, LA Posts: 1,564	My Near Death Experience (What I saw) On November 22nd, I was smoking some weed that was laced with PCP (I didn't know this at the time) I had smoked for about 20 minutes... When I suddenly started having spiritual thoughts About the true purpose of the bible, and an emotional equation about how much God (The Supreme Being/ THE TRUE GOD) loves us. I thought about the most loving caring person who I had ever known (which is my grandmother) I started to realize that God loves us ALL infinitely greater than the strongest love/caring/endearment than we have every known. My heart beat slowed down, I heard it and felt it coming to a stop My eyes closed (not really voluntarily, they just fell down) Suddenly I wasn't in my apartment anymore.. I was somewhere else... I wasn't sitting or standing I couldn't see myself but I was myself.. I wasn't my body... I was my mind/my thoughts/my feelings I guess I was just in my pure spiritual state I saw a great light.. Like a giant ball of light.. but it wasn't just light.. I understood it to be energy it shined brightly energy flowed from it It was POWERFUL Below the light I saw what I interpreted to be Jesus Of Nazereth Jesus wasn't apart of the light, BUT he shined like the light, he glowed similar to the light... Below Jesus I saw the face of my grandmother (a devoted true christian woman who was one of the most caring people I've ever known) She did not glow like Jesus did, but the light from Jesus and the above energy shined on my grandmothers face... I felt fear at this point because I realized.. I wasn't in OUR WORLD anymore... I wasn't in my city... I wasn't SLEEP or DREAMING I knew I hadn't done shit that I was have supposed to do... I knew I hadn't loved my fellow man just as I loved myself I knew I had fallen WAY SHORT of what I was supposed to be... I felt deep regret and dissapointment in myself because I felt that I had wasted my life I asked, Am I here (not living anymore, in your presence) because of what I have done wrong, and what I have failed to do? I was answered in a loud booming reply.. It is what you are about to do I awoke on my couch in the same spot I was laying in.... MY HEART WAS NOT BEATING FOR ABOUT 2-3 SECONDS My heart cut back on, and I was in the state of panic.. My heart was racing as if it was trying to make up for lost time... As if it knew it had been shut off and it was sent into hyperdrive to restore system operations.... I was rushed to the hospital... After running a few tests, I was told that I had been overstimulated.... YOU CAN TAKE THIS HOWEVER YOU WANT TO... But I felt like I needed to share this account with you We are more than just physical bodies people.. We are spiritual bodies as well There is A Supreme Being, There Is A God THE GOD For those who doubt me... I hope that you will listen to a person who has SEEN IT I'm not telling you that you have to be of a particular religion to recieve God.. But what I am telling you is God is real... It's not a made up idea.... Time is just a measurement... __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.