GoFuckYourself.com - Adult Webmaster Forum - View Single Post - I'm An Adult Webmaster And I'm Abstinent (input appreciated)

Platinum Lantern · 04-09-2005, 09:34 AM

Just wanted to get some feedback, to see if I'm the only one living this way or what.

I'm an adult webmaster, I do this full time, I'm successful at my chosen field.
I deal with porn on a daily basis, I manage my own moviepost and also make movie galleries (I'm on a break from that right now).

Basically, I deal with sexual material EVERY SINGLE DAY
I'm also a medical/health student, I deal with human anatomy on a DAILY BASIS

I've come to see sexual intercourse as just an activity.
A physical conversation of sorts.

I haven't had sex since Sept. (took a break from women chasing because I was tired of the GAME)

Well...
On Jan 1st.
I came into more spiritual knowledge than I had ever known before, and decided that I would not have sex again unless it was my wife or a woman who has accepted my offer to marry her (fiance)

I look at my previous dealings with women as an addiction of sorts.
I craved sex and went out on the hunt at times seeing if I could pick something up on the social scene.

Looking back on it, I'm disgusted by my actions.

It's like what wouldn't I do to get some good sex?
I'd take an undeserving woman out to eat and to the movies.
I'd put up with selfish attitudes
I'd lower my standards

I still have a passion for women, but I have a knowledge that it is dangerous ground when your involve yourself in a sexual relationship with every attractive woman who you can GET

I like to hug, kiss, cuddle, caress, all those things that I would call foreplay..
I'll still participate in those actions.

But I'm really more interested with the emotional and spirital connection than the physical.

04-09-2005, 09:34 AM
Platinum Lantern Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Shreveport, LA Posts: 1,564	I'm An Adult Webmaster And I'm Abstinent (input appreciated) Just wanted to get some feedback, to see if I'm the only one living this way or what. I'm an adult webmaster, I do this full time, I'm successful at my chosen field. I deal with porn on a daily basis, I manage my own moviepost and also make movie galleries (I'm on a break from that right now). Basically, I deal with sexual material EVERY SINGLE DAY I'm also a medical/health student, I deal with human anatomy on a DAILY BASIS I've come to see sexual intercourse as just an activity. A physical conversation of sorts. I haven't had sex since Sept. (took a break from women chasing because I was tired of the GAME) Well... On Jan 1st. I came into more spiritual knowledge than I had ever known before, and decided that I would not have sex again unless it was my wife or a woman who has accepted my offer to marry her (fiance) I look at my previous dealings with women as an addiction of sorts. I craved sex and went out on the hunt at times seeing if I could pick something up on the social scene. Looking back on it, I'm disgusted by my actions. It's like what wouldn't I do to get some good sex? I'd take an undeserving woman out to eat and to the movies. I'd put up with selfish attitudes I'd lower my standards I still have a passion for women, but I have a knowledge that it is dangerous ground when your involve yourself in a sexual relationship with every attractive woman who you can GET I like to hug, kiss, cuddle, caress, all those things that I would call foreplay.. I'll still participate in those actions. But I'm really more interested with the emotional and spirital connection than the physical. __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.