Fuck this thread and fuck u looser. Have respect for other humans you piece of shit.
If you wish somebody dead you dont belong in this world
Try think about something else than your time in school when your classmates picked on you. This is obviously a big cry for help. Maybe you should have somebody to talk to, not negative things instead the opposite. Maybe you are really good at something, try find an interest of yours like
SUCK COCK ???
I have heard you dont need much of a brain to start in that business, could work out really good for you. Good luck !!