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I'm tripolar
Well, definitely bipolar... even though I've never been officially diagnosed. I know that I am. I have all the symptoms. My original handle was actually "moody". All I know is that I go from extreme highs to lows on a daily basis and anything can trigger a certain mood. I get really happy and "high on life", euphoric even, for a very short period of time, then something usually something really insignificant will make me cry and I'll be depressed for the rest of the day.
The thing is, I don't feel my depression is just a chemical imbalance. There really are underlying causes/reasons for the way I feel and think. I just don't bounce out of it or ignore it like a lot of people would. My problem is I can't stop thinking. I remember too much and dwell on things too much. They say ignorance is bliss, so I think "normal", happy people just don't remember why their life sucks lol.
Anyway, I'm against any and all mind altering medications. Whether it's Prozac or something stronger, I refuse to take any. I don't believe in taking most medicines. They are dangerous and usually end up causing worse problems than what you have already. I would rather go through life being moody than live in a cloud world or artifically change my mind.
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