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Originally Posted by Tala
I don't doubt that it predates pubescence at all, considering my parentage. *Let's NOT get into that* Suffice it to say, my childhood had a great many ups and downs, and I wish my mother had never been a part of it.
But that's behind me now. I have talked about it and worked through some things, made my peace with some and am working on making peace with myself. I miss my grandmother very much - for all intents and purposes, she was my mom. Thank goodness for her.
Longer story short, I'll be dealing with that for the rest of my life, I'm sure. There are some things that time doesn't heal.
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I hope I never post this link again, but look at
http://landmarkeducation.com/ . Whatever anybody says about that course; I let my boss talk me into it and even the company paid for the first class (kind of like vacation from work, was what I thought), it helped many things in my life. I even paid for two more classes and ended up pussing out through the third curriculum, because I couldn't come to terms with being myself.
Again, I think you can find solace without drugs. But you're reading words from a kid who's mom refused to feed him Ritalin and instead took out sugar, food coloring and preservatives from his early diet and thus fucked him out of wanting to eat yummy candy like his wife loves to eat. *shrug* and a *smile*. So again, my outlook on drugs to treat many psychosomatic / psychological disorders is biased.