Interesting time in your life Tala. Whenever I get to that crossroad you are at now, this is what I do - I sit in the center of that crossroad and analyse. I go through the path that took me there. I think of those that have crossed my path, what their reason for coming into my life was - why they aren't there or if they are, what does their presence fulfill my life with. What did I learn? I think of any lessons that I learned and what mistakes were made - I note those. If I can't make any sense of what is going on, I also note that but make sure to acknowledge whatever brought me to this crossroad. Then I make my plan for the next road I'll take - bringing along all the knowledge I gained from my previous path. Eventually, what didn't make sense before ends up making sense to me - and everything happens for a reason.
Good luck in your self-discovery with your palette of life
