NikkiUNG, I know what you're feeling. I remember the days of when I thought it would be easy.
It's not. I'm sorry.
But if you've got REAL determination and some self-esteem, then head over to
www.cozyfrog.com and it's little network of sites. It's for absolute beginners like you, and READ EVERYTHING. Repeatedly.
You can't get rich quick. You can't make money quick. But you can learn, and in the learning, you'll start to figure things out.
As for your domain....you got screwed. Celeb domains are a BITCH to deal with. Hit me on inq 11120676. I have one you might be interested in, and I'll GIVE it to you.