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Originally Posted by BradShaw
Shok wants to be your Sugar Daddy.
It is all he talks about.
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Yeah Brad I'm about to leave my life of serenity and financial comfort and run to the arms of SHOK and his 4 KIDS!!!
To answer you with cliff notes Lee... Remember when I was on the netpond newbie board goofing off and just starting out? God I remember how bad this sucked. I had broke my achilles tendon in half and it happened to be 2 days after I got cancelled from health insurance.. simply cuz we were unorganized and forgot to pay it...
Anyway my car was repo'd, I was eating leftover top ramen, making sites and working graveyard at a hotel (every other night if you can imagine), took a loss on the salon I had just bought and we were forced to file bankrupt.
Over time my "place" in the industry was climbing, I was getting paid KILLER money, catching up slowly... and my marriage was going downhill fast. During a complete mental breakdown practically, I moved out. I remember doing that 911 auction live online while surrounded by very few boxes, crying, and drowning myself in crappy wine.
Anyway instead of getting myself together I decided to partake in a long distance relationship which helped in some ways but was ultimately not the greatest idea I realize now.
My ex husband drug our divorce on for 3 long years even though he had everything we owned. I mean everything except my clothes and a 10$ painting I was attached to. He even came to court with folders full of ammunition having to do with my porn industry work to try and yank custody.
I started to fall behind, wasn't able to attend webmaster events like I used to, was always too miserable to post much, and started to struggle financially and fall into the background. I couldn't envision 3 months ahead for myself so it was impossible to take any sort of action. I was all down on myself and just always depressed.
Anyway I pulled my head out of my ass and have been going full speed ahead with my plan of action. All I owe is a little chunk to the irs ;) not too awfully much then I'm free and clear. I'm ready to BUY... I'm extatic.. I feel like running through a wheat field like a massengil commercial... haha sorry this post got so long...