Oh boy ....
Life can be tough, but I LOVE it so much, I have fear of dying

I am only 30, but all the ppl who are dying scare the crap out of me. Take the 3 or 4 ppl that died the past year on this board. Like Geoff, gotta feel sorry for those ppl, and their families.
Dude, if you are that depressed, try to think about ppl you knew and who are dead, I know some ppl who took their own life and that is not funny, especially since YOU know it will ALWAYS turn out better later on in life. It is like everything else, high roads and low roads. Economy, business, life, even the weather is like that!
Never give up. I always say, if you REALLY think you had it. Move out from where you live and start a whole NEW life, meet new ppl, get a new job etcetera. Reborn if you will. Nobody said growing up is easy, it is like that, you have to try everything again, except the talking/walking thing
Then again, Lanie might be right

I heard anti-depression drugs can do wonders. You might even enjoy life!
AMP will kill your ass when he reads this... living on Oahu and feeling like that is like a millionair saying he's broke
