I stopped drinking in March of 2004 because I was out of control and was blacking out alot, not to mention the fact that my girlfriend said she was leaving if I didn't do something about it. It got to the point to were I would get wasted and say shit to her for no apparent reason and not remember in the morning. I always new I fucked up when I would roll over in the morning and she was way on the other side of the bed. Anyways I stopped for about 2 months and I felt great, I fucked up when I went to AZ for a Grand Reopening for a Nightclub my family has owned for many years. As soon as I walked through the door, people were just buying me drinks left and right. Im 30 fucking years old and I gave into peer pressure. Needless to say I started again, but have learned my lesson about gettting out of hand and not remembering what I do. Still I wish that I wouldnt have picked up that drink in the club.
Fact of the matter is your going to have to separate yourself from people who drink, you have to change your whole lifestyle. Its hard but can be done, shit if I did it for 2 months Im sure you'll be fine. Good Luck Bro
