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to me his saying this to you is more about him than you. He is saying that porn could cause you problems in the future. what he means is that you selling porn could embarass him and your family in the future. If he's a well know real estate guy then it could be a black eye for him to have a son in porn and this is his way of telling you this. But you only have two real choices. Stop doing porn, focus on school and get a job and move in a different direction ( whatever that may end up being ) or keep doing porn. But before you choose to stay in other people here have made good points. First, if you are not making enough to pay your bills, you may want to rethink this as a full time job. second, if you continue to do this you may cause a rift in your family. Clearly you do not respect your dad because you said yourself that you have spent most of your life lying to him so causing this rift may not be a big deal to you. But if you continue and he cuts you off, then where are you.
In the end you need to decide what will make you happy. If your strongest desire is to stay in school and get an education and do something with it, then you should think about getting out. If you would rather be independent and do as you please, then contiue and if you get cut off you will have to quit school and support yourself. If you want to finish school but continue in porn maybe come up with a business plan and present it to him. Show him this is a legitimate business and if he sees you have a plan for the future then maybe he will continue to support you.
Just make sure you whatever you pick, you are picking what will make you happy.
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