Gemini.. Thank You very much for that info.. I will do that.
As far as lawyers go, that's going to be tough to do. What little cash I have, I need to find a home, otheriwise there'll be nowhere for me to bring my babies home to for visits.. I'd hate to be only a weekend dad. I know how awful it was for my father to only see me & my sister so little while growing up. I'd hate to see my children suffer through it as well, cuz I also knew that pain as a child too & it sucks..
Phogirl.. thank you.. But I don't think I am going to need them.. If I can overcome this & win my family back, I am finished with porn.. If I lose, I don't know what I'll do, & doubt that I'll no longer have the mental capacity to work in this biz, or even function as a rational & sane being.. I'll end up crazy for sure... The thought of losing them is killing me inside.. I know, eventually something will happen & I'll get to see them, but that could be a very long time & it just hurts waiting.. It's not perfect situation, but it's better than not having no time at all with them..
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