SD, I truly dont know what to say. Im in a situation very simular to you (hence my signature) things seem to be looking up very slowly for me as i hope someday it will for you. Be strong , dont do anything stoopid . Sell your shit and get a job man. I CANNOT STAND to see people in this state cause i KNOW how it feels and it TRUELY sucks. If you get a paypal account going please post it.
I hope everything works out for your kids and yourself. KEEP the biz , trust me it pays off.
If this is a plot to earn fast cash lying through your ass then
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. You need to go to a street , put your teeth on the curb and tell the nearest person to kick toward the back of your head with all thier might.