hey space i'll go one up on pipecrew - $125 for the Palm pilot
how much webmaster traffic do you get to your resource site?
if that photo was you in the k-man vs spacedog thread, go for the security job.. for your family not to come back after leaving is a pretty big sign.. also you're not going to want to see what happens when you try to get the restraining order lifted and your own mother tells the court you're a smut peddler.. if you get a security guard job then at least you've got some moral ground with the court. IF she's looking to get a divorce it's not going to look good in the custody battle either.. a 1 and a 3 year old daughter in the care of a porn merchant.. (yes even though we all no theres nothing wrong with that).
I think you've been attacked enough.. but there are some good reasons for you to get out of this game for your family's sake.. from the sounds of things you need a more structured lifestyle than this biz provides.
(ps i don't think it's cool to be attacking your local mechanic for your own problems. so fucking what if he's "middle eastern" why attack someone else like that? especially when you're trying to gain empathy with your situation? I bet
his mother doesn't have a restraining order against
him.. christ.. lay off with the racism.. even for your own sake.)