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22 and she died today
this is for a great girl : Alair.
She worked for me so i could take a break every once a while. From the beginning on i knew she had severe heart problems. Checkups every damn week for the last year. And still im all shook up, she died today after 8 hrs of surgery. Talked to her every day. Did you ever talk to someone who knew she or he was not gonna be there anymore the next day ? Its fucked up.
She lived her life everything and all, probably more the any of us ever will. 200 years in 22 years. Married last month to the love of her life. Allthough i knew this is what she expected and didnt mind it it hurts like hell.
Like her husband said ... be assured she is in a far far better place than we could ever imagine.
Feb 8th 1982-Jan 6th 2005
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