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i just don't think it's a situation where you're going to be able to look back in hindsight and know that you did everything correctly.. the chance of something very wrong happening has got to be pretty high when you're half asleep but peeking with adrenalin.. you're not exactly going to be at your chess playing best thinking about not being there for your kids in jail.. if anything the much more primal "make sure not hurt kids".. consequences probably take a big second to "is he behind this door?", "will i die?", "is there more than one?", "fuck fuck fuck"...
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