Originally Posted by sarah_webinc

Tony, I have been around boards long enough to know that whatever is said is fair game. You are right, I shouldn't have posted in that thread and I should have known that not everyone would understand my life and it would backfire on me. However, I just came back from a friends house and what has probably been the first two days in a month where I didn't feel like my world was caving in and I was in a good mood and just posted a response without thinking it through. I know this is GFY and had I thought about it I would have maybe not posted. However, I did and as such I will take the heat, state my views and then whatever happens happens.

I have always respected you and Mandy so I am not taking what you have said as being particuarly personal but just saying maybe in the past when I posted about my life I haven't felt there to be anything shameful about it. I gave eight years to look after someone I consider to be the finest human being to walk the planet. I would have happily given many, many, many more. Trust me, I have by far not posted my most personal buisness on the boards with the firm exception of the night Marc died where I was just in some sort of trance (for lack of a better word).

See, to me sex isnt my most personal buisness. To me what is most personal are my thoughts, hopes, wishes and dreams and I don't post those anywhere. Only one person ever heard those.