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Originally posted by Fake Nick
wow, some people in here are just plain ignorant , I think Sarah had prefered it if you would have just ignored her birthday this year this short after her losing her loved one 
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I know what you are saying but I know Lee fairly well and I know he meant it to make me smile and it did. I also understand your concern and trust me very few moments at all go by when recent events aren't the first thing on my mind. I had my cry this morning when I opened the gifts he had wrapped for me. No doubt, I will do the same thing at Christmas.
However, today has been on many levels a wonderful day for me. My best friend, that I haven't seen for two years because he had been living in New Zealand ( he is a kiwi that lives here) came over just to be with me. He is moving back anyway but pushed it forward a couple days to here for my birthday. Hard to explain but next to Marc there is no one on the planet that knows my brain as well as him and i have missed him so much. So, he came over, we had a good meal,he hugged me and I cried and then we just sat here and watched some of Live Aid (was my gift from Marc) and hugged. It isn't a romantic thing, just one of those nearly soulmate but you don't go 'there' friendships.
I missed Marc more than I can say today but for today atleast I had someone with me that is as near to Marc as I could get. So, today I cried very sad tears but I also cried tear of joy.
oh and thank you everyone.