Sarah, I am SO sorry to hear of your loss Honey...
I've been reading your posts for a long time and, like others in this thread have mentioned, I think you are a very strong and wonderful woman. I've also read the way you've written about your husband and, your words about him have always radiated with love and happiness...
My heart goes out to you and your family. So sad to hear when horrible things like this happen...
If you need anything, just to vent or whatever, please don't hesitate to let me know. Take care of yourself Hon...