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Originally posted by ricks
been there done that
nothing wrong with old navy or girls that shop there
my empire crumbled when i was 18 due to drugs, mostly heroin and coke, i was banking 10k a day and at the end of every day had nothing to show for it
i had all the bitches in the world, hanging out naked for the drugs
some crazy fucking parties
fortunately one day a couple years after it started i just snapped out of it and said 'i'll be back in an hour' and just took a drive and never came back
i left a beautiful apartment behind, fully furnished and all, still to this day i wonder what happened with that, never went back to the area
i still do alot of drugs, mostly just the chronic and with my guy friends or alone and refuse to be with girls that indulge
i have the cars and homes, still looking for a good women, in the meantime i bang alot of hot escorts, keeps me sane
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I hear you. I went through much of what you described when I was 17 to 20. Walked away when I was 21, in the middle of the night, moved to Florida, have not been back in 10 years.
What I am talking about now is different than the dealer/user dream. I am talking about the carefree easy living mentality.
Not letting much of anything bother me, and just straight up enjoying life without the addition of too much drama, if any.
With age, I have developed a series of 'givens' that have proven themselves over and over to be true. I try not to make concrete philosophical changes, but more in the lines of material things.
I like fast cars. I have owned SUVs, luxury cars, etc etc There is nothing that brings me more joy than a car with 2 leather seats, and a powerful engine.
I like Italian clothes. I have tried others, but at the end of the day, nothing fits like Italian clothes and shoes. I do not bother trying anything else on. If it is not Italian, it does not touch my body.
I like Central/Eastern European women. I have tried Americans, Canadians, etc etc. The body, mindset, and intellect of this kind of woman can not be matched.
I like Cuban Cigars. I have tried cigars from the Domican Republic, Jamaica, USA, etc. There is nothing that comes close to a Cuban.
etc etc etc
Understand?
-dd