Haha. I wont start smoking again unless its in a few years after my lungs heal.
Im just noticing what my lungs actually feel like, and they are saying 'let me rest please'
I also am semi scared because lungs shouldn't feel like this
but I could never feel them b4 ><
Maybe I will find something fun to do (that is another one of those 'never b4' type things) I think I will go outside for some fresh air here soon. I haven't ever had any identification with that thought. Just did. And am actually looking forward to going outside for a walk in darkness and snow. also im out of tonw, so the air is fresh. I'll still pack my 9 tho.~ never go anywhere without it.
