Seems you're building a life that is running you, not the other way around as it should be.
SIMPLIFY things for yourself. You're still so young, there's no need to be running yourself ragged like you are. Living in an instant, disposable society it gets a little tough to grasp the concept of doing things over time versus "right now".
Think of it this way...
Better to cut your load in half and live to enjoy the fruits of your labor then to burn out early and become another tragic story of illness or death that comes on way too early.
Material things, money and status are swell and all - but can be wiped away in an instant with the right (or wrong) series of events. I know first hand what it's like to have years of hard work destroyed leaving nothing to show.
A slower pace with rest, enjoyment and peace built in to the schedule help insure that you live a more balanced life. Keyword being LIVE.
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