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Old 10-16-2004, 08:15 PM  
buddyjuf
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I feel like I am losing myself...

don't know what's happening to me lately... but I feel fucking lost

it is becomming very difficult for a guy my age to run 2 businesses and attend school at the same time.

I also have the habbit of going out every night to restaurants...

I am getting less than 3 hours of sleep a day, as you can see, the past 2 weeks I have not posted much on GFY because of the lack of time on my hands...

I don't know, I have very bad stomach and appetite problems, I have many memory loss problems where I Don't remember at all what I spoke to Person A and Person B about, or even when I have to FIND person A or person B, I completely forgot who they were...

I feel like I need to be sleeping more, but it's very difficult for me to do so, because of the priorities I set in my head

every hour I stay up more makes me alot of money the next day, I have some projects that I have started and stil havent finished after quite some time because I am choosing to sleep and go out instead of doing them.

the more the days pass by, the more I am expanding my business, making more and more money every day, and my biggest problem of all is that I feel that School is conflicting with this... it is literally cutting my day in half...

I take 7 classes per semester, my days are usually from 8am-3pm, I am a fulltime student, I get home and try to work as much as possible without procrastinating, but I get such little sleep that I have to nap as soon as I get home!

and now I am late for my reading assignment, got to read fucking Lord of the Rings part 1 for monday

and not only that, I am having some problems deciding what to do with my money, I REALLY need a good accountant, and FAST, my fathers' is a jackass that will tell me to declare bankrupsy, just like he advised my father a few years ago

and now I got a new girlfriend, which I care for very much, she is adorable, but what Im saying is that its just another thing I have to think about



how am I supposed to manage to Run my internet business, my mainstream business, go to school, eat, take my shower, get some sleep, manage to go out and spend time with my friends and ponder on what I have to ponder on a daily basis?


thank you for taking the time to read, and sorry if you feel that I wasted your time

any kind words or advice is appreciated... and sorry for the long post
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